Tramps around the depopulated streets

Last day of school.

2009-12-14T18:01:00.003+08:00

I'm wondering should I still blogging or get my mind to pack up right now,
for Genting trip =x
don't know what to pack also,
wonder if I can bring my teddy......
forget it, "he" will stay alone for tomorrow night,
oh well, later.

songs on my blog, Empty Apartment by Yellow Card, I'm always prefer their songs when I'm down.
turn the volume lower because their climax will rise suddenly,
listen and understand the lyrics,
it's meaningful.

oh ya, today is nothing but great,
I'd done my last Chinese paper,
it's easy then what I expected,
I did a lil mistake but I do got confidence on myself,
can't wait to know my result,
at lease a A- for Chinese will do satisfy me!

end.

oh ya, for somebody.
I'd like to thank, thank you really though,
Cause I remember yesterday when I dreamt about the days,
that I'm really acting like a freak, how ridiculous.
to walk out on my own, I'd worn out
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in your eyes and call me your friend
someday......
now the only things I hope from you,
is to take care of yourself, silly boy.

2009-12-13T15:59:00.004+08:00

みなさん、こんにちは~

The last paper will end at 14th of DEC,
I got no pipedream on it although I told others I could get A,
argh my words contradicted my minds,
what to do what to do......
I haven't start study for it yet( Chinese, don't know what to study)..

xxx

eh I missed Terence granny birthday party,
the reason is absurd，
you guys wouldn't believe even if I say so,
so I better keep quiet......
what? I didn't did it purposely ok?
......sorry Terence T.T

xxx

I said I'm lost( don't know what to do) at the last chapter,
and guess what my mum told me at last Sunday?

sei lor, after you finished your exam what you going to do har?

don't know, search for a part time job maybe~

what? you? you can work?

......

thought you only can stay in front of computer and wait luckiness arrive?

......

laugh out loud as your guys wish, hmph!

xxx

oh yea, joining Genting trip with friends on Tues, 15th of DEC,
often went with family, not really interested, honestly,
but since they asked, then I would join.
the gangs, will rent a bus and order a bus driver to send them,
but Joevy last paper will only end at Tues morning( don't know the exact time),
so I decided to wait Joevy and set out at afternoon......
actually I'm fine with that, the problem is we gonna go alone and she got a boyfriend which cant accompany her......
tell you guys what's on my mind, I gonna take train to my mum salon after Monday exam, cut & dye my hair maybe, since that's the very last day of school, peace.
and then, stay overnight at mum house, and take train back to the nearest train station to wait Joevy which will end her last paper on Tues noon, and then we will go Genting by bus too, is the plan OK? o_o roar I still haven't pack up......
later.

xxx

study time~
targeting A+, A or A- on my very last SPM exam paper, Chinese.
wish me good luck won't you guys?

Wait me wont you?

2009-12-09T21:51:00.007+08:00

Will be continue update right after I back to home(tomorrow night maybe),
Time table for 10th of DEC:

wake at 7, reach school at 9 to attend Chinese class,
return form 5 text book to school, others than training my muscle and giving pressure to my shoulder, those books are nothing more than crap, find "your" next victim will "you"?

reckon, will reach cyber cafe at 1p.m.
lick those unpromising as they wish to,
and there's always the "revenge" desire,
and they will ask for more game,
I'm fine with it, come on.

oh ya, must register to get driving license on tomorrow,
after game maybe~

will arrive home after 6 or 7,
and I will explain what's that photo means =)
see ya.

Update~

Joevy & the Unknown.

Joey & Joevy.

Amanda.

Joey.

Joey & Jia Ying.

Amanda & XB.

nothing special after all, just some photo took on 4th DEC, the New Moon trip with friends. XB, Penyu, Janet and JW appear no way in photo, due to technical problem......
I could not edit those picture, unless you guys prefer drizzle effect photo,
laugh out loud to someone(definitely not mine) lousy phone camera =).

get free present just by clicking in, akasi-you-are-damn-cute.com

2009-12-07T19:02:00.003+08:00

*BIG SMILE*
last two subject,
Chemistry for fail,
Chinese for A+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

God, have mercy.

hey hor hey hor,
this is the 7th of DEC already!
I will spent my day on church on eve though,
let me know what kind of Christmas present you(all) desire,
I will consider to get IF ONLY I COULD BEAR ON IT =)
The purpose of exchanging gifts is to SHARE,
and to look over your friends(especially ME) pockets,
will you? then you will get your gifts in red stocking, or maybe white ones.
tell me what you(s) want by send me a message, like SMS will do.

ting ting tong ting ting tong~

after SPM, despite I'd planed what I wish to do,
but I'm still having the anxiety of future loss,
instead of continue to study......
argh! I knew nothing other than roaming on internet......
forget about it, bye peoples.

I'm home

2009-12-06T20:22:00.004+08:00

After roaming at outside for several months,
I decided to blog again,
follow me back if your still got interest with my articles,
check its out.

went to watch movie with friend(family as usual),
stalk at Penyu house to change after Arts exam(SPM),
have a great time with Joevy, I mean photo shooting,
she had an BF, and I'm not her cup of tea, cute type instead.

Intent to post her picture?
just wanna grab back the attention of yours,
so, we'll see in time, I'm home.

Got Whose Back?

2009-10-26T20:14:00.000+08:00

Psalms 7:3-5,

Like I will give a damn?
Yea I will, for this time. I'd worn out with grief, whatever you says just want me to confess you're right, rise your anger ahead, the needy will not always be neglected. If he choose to trust not, that's fine for me, I got my hand injured just because someone back had been planted thorn, I respect his choice.

You know the limit

2009-10-22T17:03:00.004+08:00

Let's see who is the loser, thought you're always the right one?

Tell you what, just because I dont want to fight back, but doesnt mean that you can keep back stabbing others, you know the limit aren't you?

I NEVER and I DONT chit-chat about you from behind after we fight, go ask others to prove it, you got nothing to do with me, and same do I, got nothing to do with you.

Those words that you said behind me, I don't give a damn, but you cant blame me for what I never did, clear?

Lazy lazy lazy.

2009-10-01T20:45:00.005+08:00

lazy to update anymore,
lazy to online,
lazy to fight for what I've lost and I'd care about,
its too late already aren't it? haha......

My adorable cousins, Yang and Shawn, the second one took my first kiss on lips o_o
noticed he looks like someone...... the hairstyle, the smiling face...... whatever.

xXxXxXxX

I prefer,
范晓萱-《赤子》专辑，
brand new album from Mavis Fan nowadays,
but still, I will switch the songs in my blog often,
songs on MP3 player I mean.

never edit, awesome isn't?
"mope" in color,

I hope you were beside me everyday.

End.

Hey you.

2009-09-17T13:02:00.002+08:00

Hate that I miss you......

Friend that came from the wall.

2009-09-10T20:35:00.007+08:00

He's James, from the wall graffiti? laugh if you want to.

xXxXxXxX

Had a hard time in school recently,
felt like might swallow by pressure any time.

Today, while we having a break after exam,
had some chat with guys,

Windx : instead of unceasing study and drove sad by some stuff, feel depress everyday, why don't us enjoy our life by follow what we desire to do? you might regret if tomorrow is the end of the world.

I turn around and got my head hit on the wall while they still talking about that,
I did understand and agreed those words from Windx......
I asked Edo before,
what's will he bring along to the second world if tomorrow is the end of the world,
I was frightened by what he was replied,
he got the totally same idea as me,
bring along our sense of regret，
because that's something that will remind us forever, about what we have done but its did not satisfy, about what we haven't did but we desire to do so......

If you can stay beside until the last of my life,
I would later regret that I've born,
because I do not deserve to cost your times,
what I hope is that your guys can stay happy,
if you did believe that what I told you before,
I would later rewind the time and shut before I can speak those,
because those sentences that I told,
those promise that I made,
became a scar on my heart, a scar on our bond.

I told you that I'm fortunate and I'm glad that I got you as my......
even if I got the chance, I wouldn't pick another.

and that was a lie,
I'm so much regret that I've made the situation turn out like this,
If I got a chance, right now right here, I will rather disappear.

Censored.

2009-09-08T15:33:00.002+08:00

Finger for you,
stranger,
act your own way, I'm not the kind to keep quiet if you drag me in.

Software for Sales.

2009-09-07T11:16:00.007+08:00

There's plenty of peoples wondering where can download Adobe Photoshop series right?
I got some idea,
If your place near to Selangor,
been Selayang mall before?
or you used to shopping there,
I forgot which floor already but I knew its the stall in front of Popular Book Store,
almost all of the illegal software was selling there,
I'm not sure whether there got the genuine ones or not,
try to ask if you prefer the genuine ones.

You can neither surf on Adobe.com if you can shopping online,
its will save the time and its a safer way I think.

=)
I prefer, buy its from my friends, Ben.

All your Computer Software Applications needs here - enjoy UP TO 99% discounts.

tons of software he was selling, including Photoshop cs4.
discount are provided as well, He's just a UNI students, wont earn you lot and the price are similar with the original price I think.

but...... he's a Singaporean,
he can either send the stuff via "Pos Laju",
you can receive within few days,
and you can pay him via bank in after you got your approval by your adviser.

For Malaysians & Singaporean whose are reading my blog and interesting on his stuff,
his MSN benjaminfwh91@hotmail.com, contact him as well to ask the details.

For your information,
I'm using Photoshop cs4 portable, I think its genuine, the function are working greatly.
difference feeling while using it compare to CS2 o_o

OK that's all for today.

Tag

2009-09-07T10:50:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Xiang,

Name something you did yesterday?
Chat with Joey on phone, house phone.

In the past 72 hours have you been under the influence?
Yes, by Craig David songs.

Does anyone know your password besides you?
Yes, THEY can keep it well.

Do you get shy around the guy/girl you like?
Maybe.

Will you cry at you wedding?
I'm the type of guy only cry for what I lost.

Are all of your friends virgins?
Nope.

Was last night terrible?
Nothing special.

Who was the last person to lay in bed with you?
Sex dolls, joking.

Have you ever kissed somebody driving?
Never.

It's sad when people die of drug overdoses, huh?
For their friends & family only I think.

Do you want to see somebody right now?
Yes.

What is in your backpack right now?
RM250 cash.

Have you ever introduced yourself with a name other than your own?
Yes.

Would you rather sing or dance in front of 100,000 people?
Only if I got the chance.

Do you have any friends who you secretly dislike?
Unfortunately, yes.

Do you currently like someone who doesn't know you exist?
At some time in the past。

If something was wrong, who is the first boy you would go to?
Bro......

Ever made a girl cry?
Yes.

Where's the last most romantic place you kissed someone?
In my dream maybe.

5 People you want to tag.
Take if you want, enjoy.

End.

Update

2009-09-05T12:55:00.005+08:00

Update

-New banner
-Comments are available from now on
-Songs (update frequency increased)

unfortunately, due to the HTML are messing up, blog title will be placed on tab, below the banner.

that's all for the time being.

End.

Let the wind blow, my heart instead of my hair.

2009-09-04T23:07:00.006+08:00

You know when I was serious and when I don't,
you knew plenty well of me,
yet action not taken, you nor me.

I care not,
whence you came nor do I seek to know your race,
but, I wish I can join......
your journey I mean, your life.

I saw, somethings in your eye,
you can lie on others, but not on me,
how to say......
I saw sunset in your eye,
shhh, lets see,
if you do remember the bond,
recall it......
because,

I did in every gaps,
I talk with James, but he could not lend me either his shoulders or arms,
therefore, sunset in my eye too.

others,
will not understand its,
thrust me, and remember that's our distinct.

when I give up forever to......

trip~ (2)

2009-09-04T13:27:00.015+08:00

Tired to continue its, but cant end its just like that,
so...... I'm going to make it short,
photo + short describe.
its OK for you all? nudge me in MSN if you want to know details,
just in cast.
I don't want to waste time for nonsense thingy for now,
for the time being, and I'm done with its.

Poring.

QIqi, cousin.

A canopy walk with Fui aunt, Mok uncle, and my sis Akyna.

water fall.

Qiqi, birthday on August 30.

Jun Shawn.

took boat to another island around K.K.
Bobby blowing Jun Yang whistle

Nelson, cousin.

lazy to edit.

going to dive, I can swim well, so don't ever worry about me.

rest on the island nearby, had some fun in the beach,
nice looking bikini girl are all around at the beach, no photo for its, there's still lot of under age peoples will surf my blog.

going back.

pack up and ready to gather in airport.

took MARS flight, going back to KL.

reached KL around 8, missed to take the sunset and night city view photo from plane,
due to ran out of battery.

and there goes my exam start on next day.
terrible holiday that I had, my bed simply own the best travel place that I been before.

End.

trip~

2009-09-02T19:15:00.014+08:00

I got my another ear pierce on last Tuesday, 25 August, and for your information, my precious one at last year 8/8/2008.
Actually I was planed to have a group study with Edo and friends, due to some reason, I reached their town but they got no time to spent with me, tuition maybe, or just simply don't want to, I knew your guys well =) Joey offer me to stay at her house until they finish tuition, I was like OMG o.o nowadays gossip spreading was rapidly as H1N1, so no thanks =)
Ate my lunch and then took mini bus back to Batu Arang, my home town. I don't but yet I did, mini bus = no air conditioning provided = window opening = my hair will blow upside down by those bloody winds.
Its been awhile, to release my mind, by letting my hair mess, enjoyed.

Arrived at around 4, I thought I would be staying over night for study with friends, my plan was spoiled and I don't want to go back early.
Had a motorcycle traveling around town for at lease 2 hours, and then I caught a cold, how lucky am I.

Fever, sore throat, rheum, headache, appetite......
I was forced to lie on bed for whole weeks, that's why I did not online for the time being.
and the Internet connection, simply drove me gone mad, online and disconnect, online and disconnected, and then stop working already after I punch on my modem o.o
don't blame me, I made a call to Telekom, and the operator said that's their issue to cause my place can not online.

Friday, 28 August,
Mobilla aunt fetch us to her house to take dinner,

Jun Yang, my cousin. (and Gong Li on TV)

after that Daniel uncle fetch me to Fui aunt house (ignore my large number of relative),
at Bukit Jalil, pass by Andy Lau wife house o.o but that time they're already arrived in Hong Kong and had their hands holding pictures in newspaper I think.

choosing sun glasses.

stay overnight at Fui aunt house and took taxi to KLIA at morning.

arrived Kota Kinabalu around 2, for your information, I'm having a holiday, with my family.

peoples there are kinda...... how to say, fail behind.
althought there was a main city of Sabah, but still their attitude, lifestyle, habits was draggled.
I even saw some of them playing chess beside of the road while we shoping, and some of them was making stall beside the road, the crowded streets, no law exist? whatever.

we saw a big boat, stoped down to take some picture, as my lil cousins wish.

Denis uncle, his son Jun Yang and Jun Shawn.

hmmm......

this is the tallest building I saw in K.K.
name? forgot.

had a view of K.K. from a hill, don't ask me where is it, I fall asleep after I took those picture and video, boring.

lazy to edit, those picture took by my half broken hand phone, blur.

going to sleep. ( we checked in a so called 3-4 star hotel-like houses)

went to Gunung Kinabalu, (not top of its), have some photographing on half way, because we saw lot of travel bus stop at there, we thought there're the best place to take photo, but atcually there're lot of others place, that at lease better than here.

Denis uncle and Mobilla aunt.

TO BE CONTINUE, due to trial exam, I must study right now o_o

see ya.

I'm fine.

2009-09-01T18:07:00.006+08:00

Hi guys I'm fine,
the flu made me upside down but still I'm recovering greatly.

I would create a new post to share what I did for a weeks that I was disappeared,
perhaps I still can online.

End.

I hate Streamyx.

Q&A

2009-08-21T19:52:00.004+08:00

got a tag from Carmen, hey if your guys got some tag or note for me,
inform me ya, don't just mark my name and stay quiet ._.
I got a lot noted in facebook too......

here come the Q&A,
......I translated in Chinese tough, will be better I guess =)

*Personal Details
1. Name : Akasi Chang Thung Yik
2. Blood type : B
3. Horoscope : Cancer
4. Birth date : 23/6/1992
5. Sex : with gun =)

*Lifestyle
1. What's the first things you did after you woke up : "5 more minutes please~"
2. Do you like to comb your hair? : I like, and I must STYLE my hair.
3. Computer Maniac? : absolutely, FTW.
4. Household Duties? : "kakak" jobs.
5. Pets : puppies, kittens, tortoise, pigeons( died), hamster(currently selling ), chicken( annoying animals that drove me crazy every morning), rabbits( died), fish(currently selling ), duckies( died), dirt mouse( cleaned), cockroach( when its appear, *PIAKS*), mosquito ( *PIAK PIAK PIAK PIAK PIAK*)...... a lot more actually =x

*Hygiene practices
1. Bad breath? : maybe, only my mum complained about it.
2. Like to shower? : hornestly nope, must style my hair again after it, and would waste another 1 hours+.
3. Cleaning teeth after meals? : by drinking water.
4. Clean up table when you noticed it's messy? : "kakak" jobs.
5. Hmmm...... how to translate the word “洁癖” in English?......
whatever, this question will be hold off.

*Diet
1. Daily meals : depends...... sometimes I might stay in front computer for whole day without eat.
2. Fast foods? : yes, I like its.
3. What kind of breakfast do you take everyday?：　ｒａｎｄｏｍｌｙ．
４．Dessert? : I'm the type of person who wouldn't gain weight, that's why I love its.
5. Supper? : depends, prefer Maggie noodles, tomyam favorite.

*About Love
1. Single or? : exactly.
2. "Rampart"? : not even touched hand.
3. Numbers of peoples that you "loved"? : 1.
4. Currently admiring : 1 and only.
5. First love : maybe past life.
6. Available? : grab me before I suicide because of loneliness.

*Popularity
1. Numbers of friends : a lot.
2. Possessive? : yes.
3. Hate one or some of your friends : before.
４. What you want to tell them now : what's up?
5. Family or Friends : no doubt, friends.

*The end
1. Who tagged you for this post : Carmen
2. How you think about her/him : talkative and nice o.o
3. She/He did somethings that made you angry? : Hmmm, once, she pour a whole bottle of water on my hair ._.
4. How you think of this set of Q&A : nothings special.
5. Pass to someones else :

Xiang, I wanna to bug him while he used to spent time on study for exam =)

nobody else, until I found a better Q&A =x

End.
　

Busy.

2009-08-20T14:48:00.007+08:00

wuhuuu~ SPM trial started~

xXxXxXxXxXxX

sabotage?
you, watch out, I will really screw your ass,
beat you? no, I might destroy you.

xXxXxXxXxX

hmmm, I got nothing to do with you,
I quit the lame games already,
so don't even try to point your finger on me.

She's nothing like a girl you've ever seen before
Nothing you can compare to your neighborhood hoe
I'm trying wanna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful
The way that booty moving I can't take no more
Have to stop what I'm doing so I can pull up close
I'm trying wanna find the words to describe this girl without being disrespectful

Dam girl
Dam you're a sexy bitch
A sexy bitch
Dam you're sexy bitch
Dam girl

Sexy Bitch Lyrics

xXxXxXxX

around 5：00 p.m.
coming back from market by riding motorcycle,
speed detector shown my straight road riding speed was around 80-90,
suddenly, a brown in color dog rush out, and I was trying to avoid to crush him,
I make it in time,
after that, a blue color Proton Wira blocked in front of my way,
I think he was trying to reverse from his house,
I got avoided it again,
but my cap fallen down and the bloody car grind over it in front of me,
you moron.
Luckily I just repaired my hand break,
if somethings happen on me just before the holidays came,
I wouldn't just show you my middle finger,
yes, I shown him a middle finger,
get out of my way, granny.

I'm in home safety,
and my drinks was safe too.

End.

Don't look at me.

2009-08-18T13:50:00.003+08:00

Don't look at me if you take me as Enemy,
Don't look at me if you take me as Strangers,
Don't look at me if you take me as Friends,
Don't look at me if you take me as Pals,
Don't look at me if you take me as Best Friends,

I look at you, because I take you as Brothers,
a soul partner.

End.

I tried, and I'm tired.

2009-08-15T17:16:00.002+08:00

sorry for being childish,
will not update for the time being,
in case I still got will to stay alive,
then I will be stronger.

I'll, share my umbrella, so please, stay with me.

2009-08-10T21:22:00.005+08:00

These fancy things, will never come in between,
You're part of my entity, here for infinity,
when the war had took its part,
when the world has dealt his cards,
if the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heart.

Because, when the sun shine, we'll shine together,
told you I'll be here forever,
said I'll always be a friend,
took an oath, I'ma stick it out until the end.

xXxXxXxXxX

He Is A Man -- My Brother

What man soe'er I chance to see --
Amazing thought -- is kin to me,
And if a man, my brother.

What though in silken raiment fine
His form be clad, while naked mine;
He is a man, my brother.

What though with flashing chariot wheel
He spurn my cry, nor pity feel;
He is a man, my brother.

What though he sit in regal state
And for an empire legislate,
He is a man, my brother.

What though he grovel at my feet,
Spurned by the rabble of the street;
He is a man, my brother.

What though his hand with crime be red,
His heart a stone, his conscience dead;
He is a man, my brother.

And when we pass upon the street,
It is my brother that I meet;
Alas, alas, my brother!

Though low his life, and black his heart,
There is a nobler, deathless part
Within this man, my brother.

The soul which this frail clay enfolds
The image of his Maker holds --
That makes this man my brother.

Though dimly there that image shine,
It marks the soul a thing divine,
A child of God, my brother.

For him the spotless Son of God
The Perfect man, our pathway trod,
To show Himself our Brother.

Nor walks the earth so vile a wretch
But down to him that love doth stretch,
As to an only brother.

Though deep the abyss with darkness lower,
'Tis but the measure of His power
Who thence will raise my brother.

A Savior to the uttermost,
He will not see His brother lost,
Nigh ruined, yet his brother.

By Henry Nehemiah Dodge

End.

May friendship last longer, until the day we forced to recline in coffin.

2009-08-09T21:29:00.006+08:00

you don't even understand a piece of my past, although I told you a little of its,
how were I encourage those trouble, sort of kind embarrassing problem that I had,
I used to cry day and night,
you will never know.

you interference its,
and such a arrogant face you gave,
like telling me that this is the world that's strong upon weak,
you're the kind ones aren't you? but the stubborn type of kind.

peace were my wish,
age is my fear,
before everything gone too far, before its too late,
before its could never turn back, before we lost our will,
shout it loud, the curse line that will turn over the table,
shout it loud in the pinch,
shout it loud right over there......

I jeer on those line once, hmmm maybe twice I think......
but still, I believing as you guys do,

once a friends, forever a marks,
don't you dare to forget, just because we could never return to the past,
don't you ever contempt those strength that turn out from friendships,
don't you dare, to tear up what we used to protect,
don't you ever, lay a finger of evil intent on its,

don't you, fall apart and cry over, just because one of them abandoned you......
rise up.

I've cried, and I wont forget, you're the ones that I really care,
you're the one of those whose special for me,
your status will never be oblivion,
you're ones of them, whose I trying to protect since I'm matured,
those reckless things that I did maybe annoyed somebody,
sorry, from bottom of my heart.

lets see, if you still willing to help me,
shall we begin our curse line?

May friendship last longer, until the day we forced to recline in coffin.

End.

good luck, for the one which I admired, the one whose I used to link his shoulder with my arms, and for those who meant important to me, be confidence, everyone of you obviously was in my list too.

Peace, without flu, without sadness.

2009-08-07T16:24:00.004+08:00

masks given by campus for invoke health awareness,
its free =)
I draw somethings on it,
as you can see~

actually I wanna write the word "BEWARE" on it,
but seems now looks even funny, agree? =)
I lived for cheers.

xXxXxXxX

oh yeah, Xiang introduced me a video from Youtube,
quite funny, you can try its while ordering,
if you dare =)

End.

I miss you.

I'm a fool, you're a fool, we're the gangs.

2009-08-06T22:10:00.005+08:00

run out of wines,
gonna restore on this weekend......

xXxXxXxXxX

hmmm, having fun with gangs after school,
I skip-ed Chinese class today,
no point staying after school and I don't want sit and staring him from behind, its gonna make me depress again,
as you all can see, crazy fellow Terence showing his monkey style climbing skill,
there's a big electricity boxes in front of my school,
we used to put our stuff on its while waiting to leave,
Whims made those fellow gone mad,
they was lobbying Calvin and a guy from form4 (Darren or Darrel/ whatever) to climb,
its kinda dangerous action, to making fun on its,

Stimulate! that's what we need =)

Darren or Darrel/ whatever tried to climb up the trees, but he failed......

"you got not enough strength" I said,

"and not enough brain" Terence said.

hahaha~

oh yeah, Calvin the fools,
he cant make it although he tried hard,

he's exactly fit to became a fool,
cheers~ =)

xXxXxXxX

Cough and sore throat annoying me,
I would like to wear a mask but others will thought that I'm a new H1N1 victim,
and its better to wear a mask, I don't want others to get infection by me,
especially those friends sitting near by my seats.

oh gosh, now then I remember I share my milk shake with them today o_o
bacteria are watching you guys =x
take care.

xXxXxXxX

I felt better after get some counseling,
thanks guys for caring,
still curious about why should I do tough,

"Let nature take its course" Edo said,

"Fight for what you don't want to lose" Terence said,

I lost my will on both love and friendship,
hmm brotherhood I mean......
I want its back badly.

xXxXxXxX

I skip-ed lot worship gathering,
I wont go others church other than the one I used to go,
because of transport problem, I think the next gathering that I will attend might be on next month.

xXxXxXxX

SPM Trial on weeks after next,
yet I still fooling around with those silly stuff,
wonder what gonna be in my future,
none of lover, friends and family will be exist?
how nice, I'm a fool that God left behind after all.

End.

I want you back badly.

Tonight I Wanna Cry.

2009-08-05T17:33:00.004+08:00

bad weather,
the sky were maudlin,
and my heart was bleeding.

whats wrong?
when I tried to give up,
but you concerned about me while I was sick......
I don't want you get infection from me,
my state of an illness was getting worst,
fever, cough, catch-ed cold,
seems sadness causing me weak......

just what happened so far......
I caught no balls about its,
suffering on this kind of stuff really silly!

I would like to peace,
I would like to stop intoxicated on alcohols,
teach me how,
......
perhaps you still willing to......

forgive me acting dispirited in school,
few hours of slumber made me felt tired since few days ago,
trance in front of computer until midnight became my new habit.

tramping on contradiction,
what should I do?
......

End.

I cried secretly.

wonder if I can leave, could I live like usual after that?

2009-08-04T17:07:00.009+08:00

somethings gone from my arm, felt freely but weird,
as expected, you accepted as well.

ahha, forget those ruthless things,
although its really hurting,
I experienced its, tried not to sad again,
those memory just cant be forget,
aren't you remember firmly too?

gotta be the last post to chat about this,
while friendship between us floating like bubbles,
fragile? they said,
end it up as well before hurting deeply.

hmmm, memory......

when I first shifted to this school, you're the first person I meet,
as well outstretch your hand, a warm handshake that I could remember deeply,
no doubt, you're my first friends in this school too.

we had launch after school, had chit chat and soon I can tell,
you're funny and kind-hearted, I was glad that I could meet you.

say hello to each others together, eat together, play together, having morose together,
piss together, skip class/ school together, swallow alcohol together,
nap together, target hot chick together, gossip together,
adult chat together, bully others together, accept punishment from teacher together,
hair styling together, praise each others together, boycott others together,
joke together, photo catching together, party together,
sing birthday songs for each others together, exercise together, lavish chat together,
feel wronged and act rashly together......

my recently silly hair style, just because you said that you're getting bored of my previous ones......
I was smiling after I got hair cut, I thought you will laughing at me when I arrived in school, yet...... just...... how disappointed?
all of you knew how much did I care my hair right?
and only you can mess up my hair,
and I told you a lot of time,

"if you're others but not my bro, most properly that you was lying down on the grave already."

we had such a great time together,
when I flash back, I do smile from bottom of my heart,
and yeah,
thanks you a lot, for everything,
and sorry for any reckless caused.

I will always remember,
I got such a friend, even so called brother,
the one that can comment to our friendship, none of others else but only you,
at some time in the past, I ever thought that this endless friendship will firm until the end of the world.

unpredicted, I must say farewell soon,
unforeseen, we will ignore each others soon......

its been awhile that I can chat with you on one's own,
too embarrassing I guess, so......yeah,
its the end, if you agree too.

take care.

Tonight I Wanna Cry.

End.

before, I were afraid to lost a thing,
now, I can cost everything, seems nothing more important after I lost my will.

sooner or later, don't you forget you're the special ones.

2009-08-03T19:35:00.005+08:00

swing off agony, sounds easy.

xXxXxXxX

Terence : "when you paid your maximum effort, its doesn't matter anymore whether the result attributable to good or bad."

Aaron : "at lease you try, fear the pain of the result but not the pain of blankness."

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felt cold since I woke up today, getting worst while Weekly Parliament,
not fully recover yet from fever I guess.

the last few period, because of my place exactly facing the window,
wind non-stop blowing,
yeah I got a hard time to withstand, but still I don't want to leave my place......
I tried to close those annoying windows, but others was enjoying the pleasantly cool winds I think,
end up lie down on Xiao Bei seat, just cant stand the pain anymore.

just cant stand......

I got my hard time, while trying to spent some time with you,
seems not really working huh, guess so......

Terence : "no no bro don't keep inside your heart, express your feeling."

"its not really important, you know......"

Terence : "whatever, just spread it out loud!"

xXxXxXxX

Iris - Goo Goo Dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you
Cause I know that you feel me somehow
You're the closest to heaven that I'll ever be
And I don't want to go home right now

And all I can taste is this moment
And all I can breathe is your life
Cause sooner or later it's over
I just don't want to miss you tonight

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am
I just want you to know who I am

I Don't Want To Miss A Thing - Aerosmith

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss

Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time

Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing

I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss a thing

both of this song, you knew them well right?
and I told you I got them all in my brain when I first heard,
nice song shouldn't spoil by me, although you said that its doesn't matter how you convey, as long as SPIRIT were existed.

as expected, when things grew wrong,
what should I do......
obviously, quit.

End.

take care.

simply, a days.

2009-08-02T14:12:00.003+08:00

it seems bad mood will really make someones goes sick,
and my Fever grew serious.

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few days ago, Terence brought a full bottle of Vodka (43%) to school......

"Hey Terence, thanks for you 'drinks' today."

"Hey, anytime...... if you want to know why I brought it, its because you look so down lately, so I'm glad you had fun today, I enjoyed too!" Terence replied.

we was sharing among our friends,
they said I drank a lot, but amount like that cant satisfy me,
I used to drink a lot......
piece of cakes you know?

I looks even down after that, thought alcohol can at lease make me neglect somethings......

its a worse day,
truly disappointed.

I did not mention anyone's though, whose I talking with just as clear as crystal.

you're changed just like I was trying to rebellion......

trying to type out sentences in my mind right now,
but things will deteriorate if I do so.

how childish am I =)

so cheers, as I said in precious post, I'm man with emotional but I desired peace.

xXxXxXxXxX

topic of the day,

1 August 2009,
a groups from our school attended to SMK Bandar Utama Damansara 4 for a competition,
1 hour for answer 100 question, sounds difficult?
not at all,
if its base on Chinese, I will just concentrate will do,
I got lot of training from young, that's why I can finish 100 question and even done double check in 20 minute.

hmm, just what type of competition is that?
hmm its about China history, Landmarks and Folk habits......
will soon upload pictures after I done collect photo from others.

oh yeah, the goal that moved me( I believe lot of peoples aiming that too) to join this competition,
exactly, to hunt hot chick =P
ahha~
but expected, hot chick exactly wont join this kind of competition......

so yeah, hunted...... ZERO.

hmmm, though its a place that I never been,
but still, I noticed I was been staring,
its because among some nerd( din't mention if you think you're not=P ),
hmmm hard to tell,
long and styled fashion hair( at last messed up), with earrings, school shirt with black T-shirt inside and did not button up, and some "eye expression" o.o only me dress like that in others school, while others dressing formal.

but, a groups of few peoples stared me...... like they knew me,
a weird feeling cause me panic, and walk away from there......
we meet before? ......
tell me if that's true, I left somethings in 3A class that I took exam,
try find a table, with my sucks drawing on its and contain some way to contact me too.

hmm fine if I thinking too much,
I was always like that tough, forgive me =)

PEACE~

End.

Fever made me mad.

2009-07-31T20:38:00.013+08:00

Fever

sorry for not updating blog for few days,
I was trying my best to pretending alright in school though,
few of them already noticed somethings wrong with me......

especially him......
disappointed is what I can tell you all right now,

you're changed.

I'm glad that I can share your life within almost 2 year,
either happiness or sadness,

a homework given by Puan Yamuna,
a quality of best friend,
I tried to find with turning my vision all around class,
seems no one can be model with.

why should I assist to bother you all?
if everything about you all is nothing to do with me,
but why......
as a brother......
too annoyed you, its that right?

sorry for things that I done.

none of you wanna someone to disturb right?
seems I'm just a stubborn after all......

38 Celsius I think,
yet I dint take any medicine,
alcohol filled my stomach, that's why I can't take meals with all "drinks" inside my stomach.

dispirited,
that's a word you wanna scold with my situation now?

oh yeah, tomorrow a competition at others school, SMK Damansara I think,
I not even get ready yet my head is getting dizzy now.

if a smile can solve all those agony,
I wanna to lock my facial expressions as in I can,
and yea, did you remember I told you,
your smiling face did bright up darkness in deepness of my heart countless time.

its still early to say farewell, at lease not so soon,
its no others reason other than this,
because you're the special ones.

swing off agony.

2009-07-28T15:10:00.004+08:00

I got a feeling,
that tonight gonna be a good night.

changed blog songs again, The Black Eyed Peas - I Gotta Feeling.

swing off agony,
take all of its easy,
I'm a happy freak =)

update only if I managed to have some leisure times.

End.

when I said, I mean it.

a unforgetable day.

2009-07-26T13:42:00.033+08:00

woke up at 9 a.m.,
1 round of Dota game online and had breakfast,
took a quick bath and styled my hair,

get ready and asked grand pa for fetch me to bus station.

arrived bandar Country Home around 1p.m.
meet Edo and Windx there,
they was playing Dota in Cyber Cafe when I reached,
not going to join since seats already fully taken.

me & Edo.

leaved cyber cafe around 4,
pooled and bought half dozen of Casberg beers(6 bottles ),
as tribute for Terence party.

took bus and reached Kundang junctions,
going to walk a quite far distance to Terence house......

and now the thriller start!

Windx and me was walking and by the same time both of us raising our arms for cover ours hair to prevent the bloody winds......
Edo walked slowly because he was SMS-ing with his fellow friends......

I heard engine sounds like motorcycles getting near and while I made my mind to turn back, half dozen of beers carried by Edo droped down and smashed ground.

2 motorcycles, and 4 strangers with helmet,
stop in front of Edo and snatched his hand phone ( SE W800i),
Edo trying to grab back, he did it after all and those robber ran away.

based on natural response and basic knowledge,
I was pulling Edo when he was fighting with those robber,
and screaming "jangan jangan",
to sacrificed some property for prevent any hurts,
that's what I can do when the amount of opponents was greater then us.

I saw 1 of the motorcycles License plate,
I think they did ready for the plan and did somethings on it,
WOG 512,
theres only 3 numbers,
I wonder if those lazy polices can find them out......

anyway,
we dint make any reports,
Edo was frigthened,
he endured few punch by those robbers,
but I think its OK since just some idiot right-handed person using his left hand to punch,
because they was controlying the motorcycles I guess o_o

5 over 6 bottles of beers crushed,
we looks helpless beside the street,
the junction there was really big but none of any peoples willing to stop down and help,
yet still staring us like monkey on shows.

I called bro Xavier first,
after told him the details I felt better,
and then we gathered in Terence house.

Leroy and Calvin arrived before us,
Bro and his girl friend Muzi reached after us, shuttled by Terence daddy.
Baalginder Singh arrived too and we started to chat about tragedy that just happened just now, Leroy said he can help with his power of social intercourse, maybe can find out those robbers by number on license plate that I saw, he said.

Terence the host of the party.

Terence and Calvin.

Leroy lying on Calvin pork-like leg, as comfortable as pillow =)

Baaljinder Singh

from left, Baaljinder nose, Muzi, bro Xavier and Edo.

Edo the nerd and his almost been snatched hand phone, and Windx beside him.

Windx and Baaljinder.

from left, Windx with grey shirt, Leroy and Calvin.

bro Xavier.

Muzi and her boyfriend, my derest bro o.o

audio system in the kiosk.

wonder why those robbers ran away before grab anythings from us,
I was wearing bro nice looking and valuable wristwatch and inside my wallet got great amount of cash too,
maybe those young robbers knew us?
I noticed I saw 1 of them once in school......
argh,
whatever, we came here to have fun!

gang bang-ing Calvin =x 18 SX!

as you can see, Terence enjoying with his so called Blackz puppy.

oh yeah, as you all can see in the video, Baaljinder really afraid of dog =x
haha I found your weakness! =P

Windx carrying Blackz.

Terence house, surrounding by 16 or more dog,
I wonder how much they spent monthly for the pet foods,
and ya, his brother and sister are pretty good in communication,
I only took his youngest brother photo o.o

hmm, Marco (I heard they calling him that) was his name,
he got the same gene with his brother Terence I think,
when I say "Hello",
he replied "What's up man" ......
cool~

before the party start,
we changed sportswear and had few round of mini American football,
Jaspreet and Penyu arrived too and joined our games.

few years ago bro Xavier and Terence bone broken because of this game,
and now I forced to participating this violent game o_o
my arm almost break off, I'm got such thin arm as you can see......
wounds everywhere, bleeding like hell......

arm

leg

having rest after the games.

but at last my team did won the game, haha.

Baaljinder girlfriend reached,
and they became the second couple which being an "eyesore".

I dint took any of Baaljinder girlfriend photo because I don't know her,
she got a charming face and a nice body shape =x
Baaljinder started petting and kissing with his girlfriend when she arrived,
and yea, we stop the games because of lacking of player o_o
but still,
the voted first place eyesore's been taken by this couple......

Terence :" next time we will have a all men party, I swear."

-.-

took bath before the barbecue start,
shit......
my first naked video been took by the crazy guy Terence,
and he did show all of them,
I dint angry and burst up, because all part of mine were fair,
don't get jealous if your guys saw the video,
but make sure you're at lease 18 years old please.

-.-

Terence playing Apologize via piano,
ignore both of Baaljinder and Leroy please,
they spoil the great melody......

Weng Soon, Huan Jun and his "friends" reached in around 8 p.m.
meet Terence cousin too, I forgot his name tough, but he knew mine and called me to chat.
and, here come the rock party,
had spaghetti, potato salad and some barbeque chiken + sausage as dinner.

a plate of spaghetti, looks like " mee goreng" =x
tasted nice but I think I can cook a better ones =)
hmmm, not I think, I used to did a better ones* =P

potato salad made by Terence mom.

orange juice.

we decorated the kiosk and planted some iligal JUICE inside,
you know, haha.

the kiosk views in night.

everyone heading to the kiosk to start "rocking"

Calvin drank almost half bottles of this before inform us,
Terence really angry because we used to have fun together,
some reason cause Calvin did it,
not going to describe much,
the problem settled after all.

Calvin drank a full bottle of it......
he was drunk badly, but he keep shouting that he wasn't.

I drank only 1 full cup,
L.O.L.
but I dint drunk,
amount like that not working on me anymore,
since I used to it already.

some soul food left inside the cup......

MUST WATCH!
here come the crazy Terence hard core shows!

oh yeah, make sure you're above 18 o.o ask parents for staying beside you please =)

waaa, really hot is it?
I joined the dance after it, but no photo for it~

everyone geting high after some drinks =x

oh yea, those vodka and whisky we having only 40+ % (40 or 43), I mean the alcohol index.
2 bottles of Vodka and 2 bottles of whisky.

we really did enjoy this party,
having fun together with brothers were the best moments I ever had.

hmm, I witnessed bro gave his first kiss to his girlfriend,
around 3 or 4 second I think,
haha,
sweet and sweating, that's what I saw on bro Xavier face =x

ohh, jealous about that,
good luck for them~

today was the best day ever in my life, he said.

bro Xavier dint drink much alcohol,
he declined all the cup that I trying to pass him,
yea, I forced to drink it all by myself.

staring at the sky, wondering about the future of us......

a little advice,
don't drink alcohol too rapid,
you will drunk even quickly if you did.

no~
I dint drunk L.O.L.
just advice for some of my friends =)

having choir, aww my hand phone just cant take a nice photo in night......
as your guys can see, standing on the chair from left,
Terence, Leroy and bro Xavier.

cheers, for spirit of friendships!

we forced to leave the party since Penyu mom called him,
I can't return home because none of bus plying in almost midnight,
Penyu in charge to send bro Xavier and Calvin back to home,
haha, bro really flamed Penyu up because he can't calm down and continue "high" after he enter the car, and ya, Penyu scolded him because bro was screaming around and Penyu cant concentrade on driving o_o

no hard feeling~

after that Edo, Windx and me followed Penyu to his house for staying overnight,
having some chat while calming down after party,
Penyu mom noticed we drank alcohol and wanna report to Edo mom, she said.

haha, Windx and me was glad that we lived in different town and Penyu mom dint have a chance to report to our parents =x

some chat, PSP and Game Boy playing until almost 3 a.m.

Penyu, was playing PSP.

Game Boy Advanced.

Windx, playing and by the same time smiling.

fall asleep straight after Penyu switch off the light.

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woke up at around 8 because of the bloody alarm set by me,
but we're still lying down until 9......
forced to take picture together althought I told them my face looks miserable after wake up......

Windx hand, me and Edo o.o

and yea, a unforgetable days I had,
in 2009 July 25.

End.

I love you all.

Busy.

2009-07-24T23:48:00.004+08:00

Next update will state on this Sunday,
busy on a lot of stuff.

XxXxXx

going Terence house for party tomorrow,
not sure about the themes of party,
not illegal ones please o_o

however, alcohol are needed for sure o_o
lets see who will fall down first,
I bet on Edo, a nerd might be drunk in few minutes.

End.

I wanna cheat somethings else from you.

2009-07-23T20:04:00.008+08:00

Changed songs for blog again,

I think songs that accompany blog articles must be matched to set off a great atmosphere,

agree?

Zero Gravity by David Archuleta,

nice rhythm.

had fun in classroom today,
teachers self-entertaining( teaching) in front and I was enjoying catching photo.

pictures with bro Xavier.

haha, I noticed he got some advantages after coupled with Muzi,
Facial expressions while taking photo getting oddly nowadays o_o
check this out,

those 2, was pictures that we took on the performances day,
hahaha~

oh yeah, I got this on my hand since that day,
Bro wristwatch's,

he said wanna exchange this RM7oo+ wristwatch with my RM2~3 hand-mirror,
he was kinda excellent Bro as you see =) muahaha, wonder if I can cheat somethings else from him? how about a forever-friendship's? o_o

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oh yeah, the poll at the right side of my blog expired o.o
as I thought, Blog-in-English will be better tough my English grammar was just Kid-Like,
that's why your guys can easy to understand what I was trying to describe right?

=)

actually, words that I trying to delivering will be better if I using Chinese,
Chinese been accustomed for me since I was born,
a native language just much more better than the else.

somehow, I had been used to use English already o_o

ahha, how contradict~

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hmm, caught no balls about the settings,
your guys just not allow to post comments here,
peace~
kindly use the chat box on right side, to leave messages for me,
whatever you wanna inform me, enter your name, link for blog if you had, you comments, and press 'shout', that's all, simple and simply =)

better contact me via hand phone or MSN,
if you finding me urgently( what's on earth that's freaking urgent?)

End.

I got bunch of good friends,
pursuit-ed. =)

Busy.

2009-07-21T21:49:00.006+08:00

Yawn~
we got to finish Arts assignment today!
a lot drawing and design need to complete up to get approval for SPM to taking Arts.

its not really hard actually,
and I got a little talent on its tough,
start doing work on last minute is my style =x

well, I was using the idle time while waiting my paper works to dry up for blog somethings.

oh yeah, I brought bro wristwatch to home today o_o
too careless I think,
and I noticed it only after I reach home and took my lunch......

going town to buy some materials for my arts assignment.

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gosh, I just cant finish it, even though I started doing whole project since second period of school today,
good news : I skipped almost ALL class today just for doing it,
bad news : Noticed its too late for just starting in last day before expired.

if I failed to hand up, most properly I will forced to not taken Arts while exam,
haha......
Bro done in God-Like speed, he was rushing because he don't wanna leave his girlfriend in class room alone I think. ( we doing project in Arts room's)
lets see if he can pass with his reckless works or not,
if he failed to pass, I think I will drop this subject too,
since he was the one who promised accompany me to take this subject together.

In Arts room's.
Joevy focusing on doing her works.

Penyu and Kar Yit.

things obviously messing together since we're doing Arts =)

ok, I gonna continue my assignment now, see ya peoples.

End.

I can complete drawing + painting rose like this in 5 minute.

Peformance, All rights reserved.

2009-07-20T19:16:00.013+08:00

Hmmm, me and Windx leg......

Hello everyone,
it will be a few line of Chinese word today,
because it will be better if I announce in Chinese.

xXxXxXxXxXxXxXxXxX

七月十八日在Duta Palms Resort，
《梦之旅》演出成功，
归功于华文学会老师们的精心安排，
委员们的努力，
贵宾捧场、赞助、报销,
各界支持，众人澎湃的掌声驱使我们更努力完成此演出。

由于当日演出版权属于SMKTD华文学会拥有，
大大小小账务都明确记录，
当日除被允许带走的礼品与点心之外，
舞台上的演出，礼堂内情况之照片与视频，
一并都应该在得到大会允许后才可拷贝及曝露，
由于大会事先没声明观众不允许带入拍摄设备，
以致演出画面会被拷贝及被有心人士用于贩卖之危险......

在此呼吁，
如被发现某人士以当日照片作为销售品，
该交易或被追究。

由于当日已经安排委员手持相机负责拍摄，
有关照片会在挑选后冲洗，
以SMKTD华文学会之名用以留作纪念，
如有必要也会拷贝以合理价格用作贩卖。

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Laugh Out Loud,
haha,
I wrote the pronouncement because I'm one of the camera men for the show.

actually I'm a Reception Staff for welcome those audiences in entrance.
before the show start, I was using my hand phone to take some picture,
for blog sake.

then I started complaining because quality of picture took by hand phone just out of sorts......
I asked somebody call Sir Toh up and ask him whether can lend his professional camera or not,
few minute later after the show started......

found in Google.

I not sure whether is this the same one or not,
looks kinda same.

I started discover about it when I got it on my hand,
and trying to capture some guys picture nearby me just for testing.

its kinda hard to control because all of the settings really messing up,
I can only handle brightness, zoom, focus, red eye removal and flash after all,
though that's first time I using those camera.

and then, I turned to in charge for being a Camera Man of that day after all, L.O.L.
and I do enjoying my job for whole day.

here some (will upload others on future, about 1G of picture needed arrange by me + filter its up + edit) picture that contain me and my friends......

another pronouncement,
I didn't ask permission from those guys before posting their picture,
I think its OK if you let us( camera men) to catch your picture,
anyway, inform me if you don't wanna your face shown up here,
I will remove asap.

Joevy.

from left, Shu Ping, Windx, Muzi, bro Xavier

from left, some guy so called 风云仔 (boy of wind & cloud/ the legendary boy......whatever), and Joey on right hand side.

Sarah and me.

Sarah and Edo.

Joey and Sarah.

hmm, Anders and Joevy.

Sarah and me.

Sarah and Windx, Xiao Bei and me.

Hosea and Sarah.

Joevy and Hosea.

Amanda and me.

for your guys information again,
kindly tell me early if you got any problem with pictures that I posted on this articles.

juniors and friends (that shown up on this post),
ask the original pictures from me if you wanna save it,
anyway, I edited it by my own.

its enough for today,
will upload more picture on future.

End.

Be patient to wait my update, please =)

2009-07-19T21:19:00.005+08:00

please be patient to wait my next update,
a lot of picture needed to arrange.

feel free to check out this picture that I received from Aaron Chan,
just for killing time before I update? haha, enjoy.

stare on the 4 little dots in middle of the image for 30 second,
then quickly turn your head to the wall nearby,
you will exactly saw someone =)

enjoy.

End.

rebirth

chance, change.

2009-07-17T19:50:00.003+08:00

the "revolution plan" just not working as expected,
the unexpected tears fall,
the meaning full bracelet caused hesitation,
either give up or encourage......

just,
Before its too late......

I thought if I just leave you and avoiding you,
could make maybe a little changes......

I asked others,
they said you're completely incurable,
that is why they not going to care you anymore,
even though your bro's, they said its impossible to correct you......

however,
if I were joined them too,
its a doom already, aren't it?

for all of us,
our friendship that had been constructed so hard,
will be collapse.

still, I believing in you, just like what I usual did.
not as bystander nor friends,
as a so called bro,
as long as you can live happily and not going to regret what you did,
I will exactly stand by your side,
got your back and support whatever your decision.

I'm obviously weak, but you ain't heavy.

assume those trouble you facing,
that is what a so called bro to do,
but not leaving you alone......

Of course, it will only working if you allow me to intervene your life.

again, whatever your decision going,
either leave you alone or support you,
the irresponsible one or the basically one,
I will go with the better ones.

End.

its alright, lets do it.

Leaved.

2009-07-16T21:44:00.011+08:00

I leaved there,
I leaved my place,
memory grown at there,
I have no choice, but to against its.

we spent lot of time on our seats,
nor laughing or crying,
studying or sleeping,
disturbing or griming......

forgive me,
as a friend,
I avoiding you purposely nowadays.

maybe just until things cold down,
other wise I just can't face it,
a challenge, for us.

its too late for me to doing such a revolution,
I knew its not working,
but I must give a try too right?

hmm I think we not as friendly as others thought,
just what in my mind, and wonder whats on yours?
feeling dizzy every times when thinking of it,

a bump in our friendship......

......

sorry,
that I was against you since that day,
although I still thinking that what I did is necessary,
for your sake.

I asked how you feel, to be someone whose involved,
victim in a love game/ grave.
you said you're fine,
but whats I saw is that you're totally exacerbated.

to being a boyfriend maybe you really adept on its,
I mean how you treat your partner,
you did really well.

I hope you could understand,
and at lease listen once,

You're exactly a idiot.

End.

when I said, I mean it.

for someones,
"couples,
should always show concern to each others,
but not over bearing it,
what you did maybe the starting point is for concern your partner,
but when things came out unexpected,
because of you in the array,
whats others saw might clearly than whats you seeing."

New days.

2009-07-13T20:31:00.005+08:00

I got escaped from weekly sports check again,
although I dint really style my hair until spiky today......
just for safety, I escaped before Campus overseers on statues.

why my hair style sucks today?
because yesterday I was drunk,
and today morning,
I cant really wake up but considered about study,
I decided to attend school after all -.-

ahha,
just a bit wine......
for decompression.

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hmm, yesterday,
a drama broadcast on 8tv after news,
mean......
around 8.30 p.m.
a drama plot about coffee?
hmm, I don't really watch properly because I was playing computer o_o

I remembered,
a girls said :" 他连分手都用MSN解决，......''

I was frighten when I heard it, and aware that I was doing the same things too......
I chasing you via online? haha?
ridiculous right? superficiality?
yea, I admit it.

I'm a coward after all.

oh yeah, happy Birthday to Terence anthony bateman~
the so called awesome-crazy-man.

End.

propulsion my heart, reply me at lease.

alright, you found it, and I want it.

2009-07-12T19:43:00.010+08:00

click to view properly.

ok You found out its......
I was frightened when I saw your display message at MSN after watching some funny video at youtube.
my face turned rapidly and I think you did get shocked too after you found out.

a pity i was afraid to reply you,
I wrote on MSN display message too, " exactly, yes......"
heart racing when I typing that, but at last I pressed Enter.

you're around at hometown now,
that mean I can meet you easily if you willing to,
but,
I not gonna show up with my coward face.

......

I know, its not the time for love love love thingy now,
we should exert our time on study now for SPM's sake,
but, I just asking whether there's an answer in your mind?

reject me directly if you don't really bother to care about me too, please.

"Yes or a No,
are both answers that i will be satisfied with,
I really hope a direct answer will be given."

End.

getting stress,
Many things just popped out continuously in front of me.

Dissapointed.

2009-07-11T18:38:00.006+08:00

as time flew, yet our friendship still fragile,
I tried to understand you,
but seems its not working at all,

ok maybe sometime I were fragile,
just......
somethings not right, weird, murmuring between us,
all of us.

we, always got your back,
you knew it right?
did you?

fine,
not going bust-up this topic anymore,
whatever your choice are,
I told you I will respect it, and only support.

One Year, Six Month - Yellow Card

"I can tell that you don't know me anymore
It's easy to forget, sometimes we just forget
And being on this road is anything but sure
Maybe we'll forget, I hope we don't forget"

remember what I told you？
you really looks charming when you smile.

End.

For someone.

2009-07-09T22:40:00.002+08:00

count from the end, the last 8th word of SMS that you sent me, while I was sick and you made me smile (4 letter)

This is encrypted: ***

Sick, but I attended to school.

2009-07-08T21:42:00.005+08:00

ahha, thanks guys for those greetings while I was sick,
although she dint, but at least she take the initiative to chat with me,
I replied her short because of dizzy, hope she don't mind.

I skip-ed school yesterday (7 July),
forced to stay on bed but I just cant sleep anymore,
I might getting tired if I do follow order.

so, I moved via holding wall,
on computer and sign in MSN,
I cant reply those message from friends, and closed chat invitation,
sorry about that again,
dizzy.

I played the latest Dota map 6.61 on Garena while I got nothing to do,
yea, I joined back,
just for "kill time" I think, wont be addicted by it.

a bored day ended just like that.

8 July,
I felt better and decided to attend school,
I thought I can find excuse to skip school again if I sick,
but I just don't want to stay on bed, staring wall and wait my body recover own self.
if I really needed to rest, it will be better if I mooring on Bro shoulder,
and enjoy watching his girl friend jealousy face emotional.

fortunately, Wednesdays = 1 period of sports,
had fun with friends on badminton ( I don't play basketball),
wow, I thought ladies like Joey don't even know how to smash back the balls,
she did it almost better than me o_o ( I'm a guy with self-confidence）
haha, nice game,
we got more than half points of the game,
opponents = Bro Xavier and Hadi,
but because of Amanda wanna to play, Bro forced to became bystander o_o

and yea, after sweating all around my shirt,
I felt more better.

but, I dint take dinner today,
now getting dizzy again, nothing to eat except snack,
I don't want -.-

oh yeah, Terence coming back from Philippines tonight,
welcome back the awesome man.

going sleep~
see ya guys.

End.

Bro, I did it for you, no matter you understand, or not,
"Cheers", you said,
you asked me to not worry on it, but how? if you're my bro?

hey Lady, I Love You.

Sick.

2009-07-06T18:04:00.008+08:00

I am writing my blog with the risk of collapsed,
huh？ yea,
I was sick......

yesterday (July 5)
I was stay in front of computer although I'm damn tired,
to wait the last minute of the days and make a wish for Bro ._.
the wishes is about......secret =)

I fall asleep after that,
and then......
something wrong with my stomach I guess,
I was frightened and was like jump up from bed,
I thought somethings wrong with my last meals, KFC,
but seems only me keep running between bedroom and toilet......

5:xx a.m.
normally, its the time for me to wake up to begin my days,
I was planing to skip school today,
but I need to return AddMaths exercise book to Shu Ping seems Sir ask for complete it.
And, I need to send my gift to Bro.

ah...ha...... I styled my hair with my weak arm (today hairstyle totally sucks),
and trying to not fall asleep while waiting Van uncle to fetch me......

finally I arrived school,
my stomach seems not going to calm......

its only 1 line to describe,

I got a suffering day in school.

oh no, even after I came back to home......
sorry Bro I did not attend the party in Benz restaurant to celebrate with you,
I might faint if I don't take a rest,
and I noticed my head and neck temperature getting higher,
and yea,
Fever.

2:xx p.m. sleep until 5:xx p.m.
why am I getting tired while resting?
caught no balls ._.

woke up and on computer,
changed MSN display massage to -> Fever, something wrong with my stomach.

headache and dizzy,
but seems that's no more Panadol in my house......

I not going to school before fully recover,
take care guys.

oh yeah, if that's H1N1,
or maybe Dengi,
......I don't know.

H1N1 = fever, cough, sore throat, runny nose, headache, and muscle soreness,
I got 3 out of 6 symptoms,
haha? God Bless.

End.

If you'll ask me to take care myself,
and pray for me so that I can get recover soon,
I will really pursuit and try whatever ways to recover,
and then shout to you that I Love You.

hmmm, a bored Sunday.

2009-07-05T22:30:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday to Bro once again~

sister occupied my computer since morning,
that's why I could not online until she went out with her boyfriend,
why don't she use her own laptop? ._.

Mum bought KFC as dinner,
wuhoo fast food again =)

nothing special

spicy + delicious =)

It is undeniable that MacDonald hamburger tasted better,
but KFC meats "own 9 street" =D

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I noticed that lot of my friends start joining a game called Super Dance Online,
and then......
I just simply test and "have some fun" inside after I get pen drive with game client from Qi Zhi,
hmmmm,
graphic = lousy,
song = nice but outdated,
dance step = bored,
that's all =x
but I will try rush some level to check it out is it anymore interesting thingy inside,
and ask my friends to give up playing and quit that lame games =x

lastly, I noticed hair style for beginner player inside copied mine? L.O.L.

check this out,

mine ( last year)

the copy cat, which is my character inside game too =x

ha......ha?

End.

She told me that she dint view my blog yet,
hmm, I will wait then.
click here.

Greetings for Xavier Bro.

2009-07-05T00:01:00.001+08:00

Bro~
I’m very glad that I meet you,
And because I were appreciated you,
how much you mean to me? more than you can know,
that's why you must live your life with joys.
I hope you enjoy your birthday,
May your birthday wishes all come true,
and scream with me that you're really happy because you got its come true.
And may your good times multiply,
Till they’re flying off the chart!

Cheers,
Happy Birthday~

Saturdays~

2009-07-04T18:29:00.018+08:00

Yawn~

today is school carnival day, and eve of Bro Xavier Birthday.

6:45 a.m. reached Windx house and fetch him to bus station,
waiting bus until 7.10 a.m.
arrived Country Home at 7.40( find in google map if you wanna track my state ._.)
seems still early, we enter Internet Cafe to watch others playing games.
8:00 observed a table in restaurant, waiting friends to take breakfast together.
8:05 meet some of precious secondary school friends, ahha, you all changed a lot o_o
8:10 Joey and Jia Ying reached, precious-school-friends gone to Internet Cafe.
8:15 Amanda arrived.
8:20 Xiao Bei reached.
8:25 Penyu arrived, and started our breakfast ( I forgot pray for its again, God please forgive me =x)

ate Wan Tan Mee's, forgot to catch a picture,
although its delicious but chili given by them are not spicy at all.

9++ a.m. reached school to attend carnival,
hmm,
regreted to come, kinda bored......
last year, all of us did a great job on it, we made ghost house and its voted DAMN scary by majority of customers,
because of SPM, ours class teacher decided to not making such troublesome works ( she said)
so, our stalls made...... I forgot, kinda bored thingy ba.
and I guess wont earn more than rm100,
last year we earned rm7xx if I not mistaken.

joined Chinese chess competition,
won 1 round,
what the? ......
paid RM2 to play 1 games and beat 1 of their staff,
presents = a tin of sparkling water?
I gave up after that and straight go out from that lame shop.
not only wasted my $, but even threw my pride......
I won a Girl ._.
I thought that someones with nerd face who knew to play chess = Pro,
so I choosed her to challenge,
I won her just like piece of cakes,
is it my skill improved or she's too weak to fight with me? =P
whatever, screw you guys, lame shop, cheated me ._.

escaped and goes to Internet Cafe again to join Edo, Andrew and some friends,
( Penyu drived Van out to fetch us, but I think only few of us willing to travel by it ._.)
Windx, Edo, Andrew, Kazizul, Jun Yang in team to fight Dota with others in cafe.
won 3/3 of games, o_o your guys skill improved or opponents too weak?
whatever, I wont join back Dota currently =)
wash your guys ass if I willing to join back =D
L.O.L.

damn...... I stay inside smoking areas of Internet cafe about 3+ hours because of computers fully taken and been booked,
we got no choices to enter smoking areas,
somemore, I fall asleep because of tired,
gosh, my lung will turn in black color? T.T

1:00 p.m. exit from there and goes to bus station,
Kazizul go back home after it because he got nothing to do if follow us,
meet some old friends again after came out from cafe.
geek, no Hello for me? thought I desired it? L.O.L.
don't tell others your guys knew me and we studied in same school for few years,
embarassed.

1:10 p.m. enter a bus, and I started afraid of somethings when I made my first step on it.
crowded ._. organization/ company of Bus, one word for your guys, Greedy freak,
even no place to stand inside there, but they keep stop while pass by bus station and keep asking peoples to come in......
we not lacking of bus, why your guys need to be like that,
if 1 guys inside bus catched H1N1, all of us might be the following next patientsssss. ._.
"babi betul!"

2:xx p.m. arrived Rawang finnaly because of the traffic jam, ( again, google it if you wanna track me)
enter MacDonald to take lunch with friends......

here some picture I took,

Nerdy Edo.

handsome Windx + "matured" Benz

Nerd Jun Yang + Windx that got a lot of fans o_o

foods around the tables.

chili sos, tomato sos, peppers, salts.

French Fries

Burgers + Drinks

Big Mac, (beef ) o_o they staring me all the ways when I eating it, because I'm the only christian around there =P

Fish burgers belonged to Windx o_o

after lunch,
we enter parkson for shopping, nothing to surf actually......
oh yeah, I bought presents for Bro Xavier,
his birthday on 5 of July which mean is Tomorrow o_o
sorry Bro I don't know what should gift you another than greetings and hugs,
cheap presents, hope you won't mind =)

I will bring to school on Monday =）

4:00 p.m. on the way back home by taking bus,
damn you Edo,
took my picture while I taking nap?
you well known camera-man-with-lousy-skills,
always took picture when peoples "not on the mode"
if my picture shown on your bloody blogs,
watch out, I will stuck my shoes on your mouth.

my shoes size is 8-9 hor

Edo with his cousins, Jun Yang, gay twinks o_O

Edo, Jun Yang and Benz exit bus when reached County Home when I still sleeping.

5:xx p.m. arrived home town, fetch Windx back to house from bus station and go back my owns.

Tired, but wont sleep early today I think o_o

End.

Terence~ enjoy your days in Philippines.

Girl that I liked, I knew you viewed my blog......
I waiting for your respons.

skip this o_o or maybe spare a few minute here :P

2009-07-03T21:31:00.007+08:00

Bored......

currently nothing to blog o_o

oh yea,
the poll on right side of the mid,
do you all noticed it? ._.
English or Chinese?!
haha......
lets see...... I think my Chinese grammar further much better than English,
yea, I think =x

but majority of my friends cant even read Chinese o_o

hey yo buddies,
chase civilization,
native language = a piece of cakes, agree?
ok deal,
from now on I will use English o_o
ok......alright, maybe mix......
you guys know rojak? ._.
Buddies, Malaysian followers,
and for some of my Singaporean friends, cheers ._.
argh, or maybe some others country peoples......
......I don't know what am I writing currently,
skip this post ba z

oh yeah, the visitors counter,
I cant find the matched one's with my blog skin,
I mean either color or size ._.
forget it~

hmm......once again, I need to repeat this link's,
I need an answer......
I don't know either you viewed my blog or not,
because you were just chat with me like nothing happened......

End.

bro, take care yourself.

Bro, cheer up please.

2009-07-02T22:00:00.004+08:00

its been awhile, to really hold you in both arms,
when you fall, I got your back,
why don't you just cry presumptuous,
Ailing like that will just hurt yourself and peoples whose caring you.

I saw,
your first tear's,
paused down like get caught by a trap,
halted inside your eyes......
you avoiding its to drop,
but seems it doesn't listen to your instructions.

you need to, express your feelings.

Bro,
cheers up please.

End.
hug you

p/s :

hey......
I need an answer...... please?
click here if you want to review, anyway its wrote for you.

Khidmat Negara?

2009-06-30T20:26:00.004+08:00

No KP anda tidak terdapat dalam senarai yang terpilih.

that's what I saw on http://www.khidmatnegara.gov.my/interaktif.asp
which is National service List, you can type your IC in following blanket to search if you was born in 1992.

wish you,
wont get it too,
meanwhile,
I will repeat this threads link until I get a answer from you.
forgive me if I acting annoying,
but I got no choice......

http://thereofakasi.blogspot.com/2009/06/im-not-longer-coward-hey-you-i-love-you.html

Please......

I'm not longer a coward, hey you, I Love You.

2009-06-29T16:26:00.012+08:00

SPM starts in November, which means I have 4 months+ to start studying from Form 4, yes, I'm starting from Form 4, don't ask me why......

I have many dreams. One of them is to concentrate on my studies and the other,
To declare something to you.
I finally have the courage to reveal this secret of mine and you can ignore it if you wish to,
but after that i will concentrate only on my studies.

too many excuses had been used,
and yet I still haven't declare it......

one of the reason is because I'm afraid of it,
what for? declare even if I already knew that I will be denied?
and someone's else in your mind right?
......
even though it has nothing to do with me, but I get jealous hearing those rumors.

your daily life is distinct, totally different from mine,
and the most i can offer you are sweet talks and a hug,
which you will grow bored of.

We were together since five and i started admiring you at eleven,
but you refused to lay a single sight on me,
We fought because of that.
Do you remember the times i tried disturbing you which made you angry?
That was when i was living in total darkness, anxiousness and thought negatively,
You told me you forgot them all, but still they lurk in my mind.

I remember my sins,
What I've done to you,
It makes me feel like a coward.

Peoples said I've changed,
physically or mentally,
more mature, they say.
is it a advantage that I get from that punishment?
A goal that I must climb up, to achieve my dreams,
a pity i was afraid to try,
like a bunch of thorns growing around a beautiful rose......
yet I cant lay a finger on it.

"come on... juz only say u love her... come on..show ur power man..show her your love man"

'Pink in Color Word Lady',I'm sorry that I lied to you,
The one we chatted about,
the one you asked me to woo,
the one my friends asked me to declare to,
is none other than You......

Yes or a No,
are both answers that i will be satisfied with
I really hope a direct answer will be given.

The answer is really obvious,
But i must give it a try,
I have regreted my past actions,
but this time, I won't anymore.

Ignore the fact how much tear's fell on the night's before today.
Fantasies in my mind, dissapeared like bubbles.

I think i really am behaving like a kid, childish you will say.

I think, it's worth to sacrifice,
to ask for an answer i know i will not receive,
Yes or No, that's all i ever ask for.

How stupid can i be?

Lastly,
Maybe this is the first and last time,
but you have to know something,

I Love You.

End.

find a way, MSN or SMS, I don't care, just...... fill the answer, please, any...... of it......

Bored.

2009-06-28T12:03:00.001+08:00

You.

2009-06-28T02:27:00.005+08:00

My bodies temperature raising, you gave a hope, but what I need is you......

maybe tonight, is our last meet......

I would like to say that,
the girl that you wondering, is You.

all efforts that I did, is for you,
only you.

Lastly,
listen carefully,
when i say it, i really do mean it.

I Love You.

End.

Thanks Carmen, for helped me a lot, I might don't dare to start a conversation with her without you......

My English = lousy

2009-06-27T22:27:00.006+08:00

ok......
sniff......sniff......

She was like sudden pop out and complain about my articles Laugh-Out-Loud.

She's my old friend, I knew her in games,
and she's one of my good friends ex girl friends =x

since when we lost contact,
I even forgot her In-Game-Nick, and cant recognise her picture,
she nudge me and we started chat o_o

after i gave her my blog link,
I started regret......
showing lousy articles-in-English to Singaporean will get this punishment, believe me =x

then she started to help me surf my sentences one by one,
list out and correct it so that I can edit before much more peoples will saw my lousy English -.- ( actually, I forced her to help me =x not using whip)

after done edit two or three articles,
I felt embarassed about it,
how can I get B on my latest exam,
English test on Mid year exam,
for student who taking SPM......

I asked her to stop and she got to do homework too =x

thanks Debbie, thanks, thanks, thanks~
a lot, really =x

click to view full

So~
your guys can view back my older post, which in English,
it's edited by a maniac =x joking.

End.

She's only 12 year's old ._.

I found another piece of you......

2009-06-27T01:50:00.002+08:00

Right now, 00:31,
I cant close my eyes even if I'm tired,

I found more pieces of you......

not excited, but hesitated, about what should I do......
all news, information i heard about you,
I did really care since when......

But I knew I'm not the one in your mind,
your heart already occupied by somebody else, right?
and there's no way I have a chance to struggle and wrest your sight.

I really do have a feeling to give up,
I really do forsake and look for a new life,
I really do relinquish and end up praying for it......

I realised,
I really do love you too.

I believe you, although those stretchers are really hard to thrust with,
maybe you don't want anyone like me to disturb you, like a small fly dalliance around you.

I'm nothing,
I'm nobody,

I'm just a idiot who admire you......

I got my trembling hand typing on keyboard,
heart palsied because I'm kinda afraid,
how can I live without you......

I got something important to worry with,
should I tell you that the only one that I desired is you?
if I really did, after get denied and rejected by you, then I think I might be bleeding again.
so I decided to......swallow the insult.

End.

When I miss you, I look at your picture, but it seems that it will only frozen my heart,
tears could not drop smoothly because my self-esteem suppressed it.

Michael Jackson

2009-06-26T17:13:00.006+08:00

oh ya, i get shocked because of the news, that Michael was dead.

way to remember him

Lets condolence for him......

The King of Pop, Michael Jackson, was pronounced dead by doctors this afternoon (25 june) after suffering a heart attack at his California home. We are saddened by the loss of such an influential, talented and yes, controversial star.

farewell~ so called precious Performing-Arts-Circle-God.

RIP......

The third day after my Birthday.

2009-06-26T13:32:00.010+08:00

horhor =x
I got a suprise after came back to class after recess,
thanks guys for the Birthday songs, not so nice but at least sweet and I'm touched =)
I got my Third Birthday Cake's today too~
thanks Terence mummy, she made it all by herself,
it's really delicious, even can compare those in the cake shop o_o
Terence~ a man with......multi-blood parentage, i heard that he mixed Mexico, Filipino, Chinese, and bla bla...... ._. he's the one who always bully me too, even absented to school on my birthday, I thought he did it purposely, but he told me that he was sick~
whatever, thanks friends~

Terence.

Chocolate Cake, believe me, it really delicious than how it look =x

Naughty bro's hand, jealous of my cake and planning to destroy it? =x

Joey, who helped me to slice and devide my huge cake for everyone.

I did the first slice atcually, Edo beside me and making noise ._.

I only got my first piece of cake into my mouth after coming back home,
and it turned out like this after all,
thanks friends for helping me to swallow more then half of my cake,
I cant finish it all by my own actually =x

whole cake covered by chocolate,
nice =)

sorry to some of my friends who didn't have a chance to taste it,
our Maths teacher was kinda annoying as you all can see,
sorry Terence and some friends who kena caught, and name got writen on dicipline report,
because eating cake in class ._.
my fault, sorry......
aww Bi**h, you just jealous because I did not share you any slice of this!
argh......

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Hmm, I got lots of greetings as I told,
in SMS, I arranged all when free, and pick out some nice one's to post out here......

First place's~
goes to......Amanda~

23 june 2009 23:05

At this last hour of the day.... Blessed 17 birthday i said again... Wishing u all the best in everything u wish... Although u r already counted great, but still hoping u'll be better day by day... N Hope i'm not too late to say happy birthday once again my fren... ；）

Second place's~
goes to......Xiang~

23 june 2009 01:55

Happy birthday 2 lou, wish tat all ur dreams come true n may ur day be filled wif joy, wonderful gifts n goodies.

Thirs place's~
goes to......Angeline~

23 june 2009 16:16

Hmmm...... she sent me a massage that contain a picture like frog, I think o_o
I cant post it here, so...... just imagine its a frog above the massage and star twinkling around it.

This present are only special to those who's on birthday, Wish you : Happy Birthday!

Consolation prize's~
first, goes to...... Mummy~

23 june 2009 15:13

HAPPY BIRTHDAY I Love u

._. I don't know my mum will wish me via sms, though I gift her Mother's day greeting via sms too =x

second, goes to...... Bro Xavier~

23 june 2009 00:26

Hapy bday, bro..Wish u bcum more cute in 17 la~ haha, gud night

._.

Thanks guys, once again.
simply too bored, to post those greetings up =x

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Bro, I wanna tell you that, must live with joy, sad looks doesn't match with you,
your life just like fire on cigarette lighter, always get whip up by lots of challenges,
that's why you need to get the advantadge to pass through all of this, just like you switching on the fire every time while using it.

Take it easy.

End.

coz ya know know know know
yeah ya know know know know you gotta try~

horhor~ what a days.

2009-06-25T17:23:00.016+08:00

Yo all what's sup =x
Akasi in home~

First, I would like to inform that I changed my blog song's once again, because previous song Fire Burning - Sean Kingston, is really freaking made me lost my weight, because every times I heard that my body will started auto dancing ._. to prevent not to become a skeleton, I forced to change its to Don't Lie by Black Eye Peas.

hey guys, check this out...... go get some popcorn and coke, to enjoy my interesting days.

Today's, when I arrived school, like always, i bought my mineral water from canteen,
suddenly, Muzi appear beside me and shout, it really frighten me out,
ohh......early morning get scared......

Bro~ you see your dear bully me again T.T

oh yeah, bro always beside her though, he just watching me get bullying ._.

oh what?! i was like kinda out of sorts after heard that,
Week Conference will stated on today?
just because this monday was raining and its forced to canceled,
so those f***ing School organization decided to make it on today?

first things that I worry about is my hair ._.
its kinda long and exactly over my eyebrow =x
don't ask me how I escape from every monday's sport check,
but just not for today! argh......

after enter my class, I put aside my beg and file's,
and then started shift my hair to left and right......
its not really working because my hair was really over over OVER length ._.

take it easy, god blessing cute boy, just like always, your baby hair wont get caught because of over length.

I repeat it in my mind, again and again ._. for sedate myself, I'm still cool, yeah...... sob......

and then...... week's conference started, ignore those so called babi babbling on stage, I praying for my hair so its wont be caught, SOS! my hair certainly need to be safe ._.

hmm, i got escaped again =)
those campus overseer's just can't lay a finger on me, wuhooo =x
don't ask me how, if all of your guys succeed escape with my ways,
then those babi gonna think a new way to catch me ._.

hahahahahahahaha......

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oh no...... a lecture again? ._.
I know Form 5 will be having lots of it,
but its like......
its ok, I will just grab a novels and read it inside, though those lecture really kinda boring......

horhor? my bro felt not well?
fever?
i thought that idiot feeling not well just because he never taking meal's in school since monday, saving money for his so called mysterious plan, i really caught no balls about it, he wont tell anyone's before his plan really work...... even me T.T

I knew it will be happen, so I told him just go canteen and grab some food's, I will pay for him, but he rebuffed......like always.
so, a couple of days ago, i decided to piston few dollar into his pocket when he busy on other stuff.
......tell you what, he thought that money auto flew into his pocket likes God blessed him, because he checked his pocket before and there's no way to get those extra money.
ahha, more funny, he used it to 'belanjar' his girl friend, some drinks and junk foods ._.
fine -.-

so you get it why i used 'horhor' and question marks above there when i find out he felt not well? judgement for you, my bro =x I'm not smiling like evil, I dint =P

he said he cant stand those annoying lecture when he was in sicks, so he decided to go back class. few minute later, I started worry about him and his girl friend asked me to check him out, so I escaped out again and ran back to class, yea, i used the ' ran' word because I really did it, you know decipline teacher are everywhere in our school? oh yea, if i run too fast wind will blow and mess up my hair, so i was like using 5km/hour speed to 'run' back to class, i don't know how it works but i did escape every times =)

run run run, oh finally i got my ass back in my beloved classes, huh? some nigga inside too? haha =x its was Jaspreet, our Chemistry teacher's son, whose so called nice guys too in our class, he did escape out from the freaking boring lecture too, and tell you what, his mummy asked him to go back class to study himself, better than sit inside and get bored ._. ohh what a great mum, with hot bodies shape somemore! oh you cant imagine a teachers in 4x age and got 4 child to had a fair bodies......I will describe it next time ok? =x my bro more important to talk with -.-

he really in sicks? I don't know, he still can joke around like always, haha, I knew today's a commemoration day for both of you and her, you did plan something right? alright, since I came out from there, I not going back =x

Jaswan in my class too, he well known pro 'ponteng' guys too, like me? haha, Calvin should be here too, he passby our class but bro asked me not to make any sounds, he said if Calvin come hang with us, after his dear knew it will angry with him again, ohh...... fine, although Calvin was kinda funny and got lot of dirty joke in his mind =x that's why his dear don't like him? or humour said that bro did kissed with Calvin? hahaha =P

So......we had fun before people's came back from lecture,
bro suddenly act weird after his dear came back,
he said he kinda headache,
i asked him to go canteen have some food, but he rebuff again,
his plan needed alot of money I think......
so I decided to go canteen myself and get him some foods,
don't ask me why I did all that's, just because he's my bro's, ok?
and thanks Edo for accompany me ._.

I gave him, and he ate it, after that ran out school o_o
he told me he going clinic to have some medicine,
bro, lame excuse, you only headache and you need to walk so far to go clinic?
I knew you have a plan for her, enjoy ._.

Our's last period will end at 13.40 p.m.
but because of Chinese class, we forced to back at 14.50 p.m.
he told me he will be back after it, but he dint, his dear asked me a lot of times,
I could not answer anything ._.

he said he will be back, i believe in him.

thats what I answered.

oh stupid, at last he appear when we going out of school.
here some picture, that shown Idiot waiting under the freaking hot sun,

Edo taking his picture too =x

his girl friend got frighten out and shouting : you made me bashful, its really ashamed!

then she ran into Weng Shun( that one whose going into car) car's ._. --> that's Shu Lik.

horhor, so sweet~
bro really did sacrificed a lot ._.
but seems it working, MZ kinda touched right? haha~

Here's some picture that I captured when lecture.

End.

my second birthday wish : tell me how you felt, do not cheat on me, discuss your plans with me if you need somebody to help, do not do it ownself if its really disaster, because when you need help, your bro's got your back.

The days after my birthday.

2009-06-24T18:35:00.007+08:00

thanks everyone (friends & family's) whose sent me greetings via sms, msn, in-game-megaphone, or face to face.
I'm exactly 17 years old on 23 june, yesterday.

although i'm not satisfy on those present from you all =x
hehe, but thanks alot for brimming my birthday with greetings and love =)
muacks you all~

glad that LimBei aged once again =x
（Hysteria-ing : I'm still young, I'm still young!)

Special thanks : Penyu =x the one whose made this......

orange & litchi favorite Cake.

Whoa? yea he's such of kind & gracious people's.

Here's my bro~

the box inside the picture, which wrote his name not unnecessary, and of course not because of my hand itchy ._.
haha, see it more precise, yea, he ate a'lot nowadays, fatty layer pop out-ed =x

Hmmm, my bro's girl friend, future sister-in-law? oh well better not, she did always bully me T.T example... todays stamped my shoes out in front of some hot chick's T.T ouch...... haha joking.

xXxXxXxXxX

cough......cough......

as you all can see, I really wasted lot of time on edit picture and it getting superabundance,
just...... because of my face ._. Acne pop out day by days,
and I dint really put afford on washing my face with bla bla bla,

Science-Products will harm your face, and Im stil young, muahaha =x

by the way, why there's no one tell me that scratching those pimples on face will make it even worst T.T

xXxXxXxXxX

oh ya, todays on the way back to class after accompany bro's to toilet, pass by a 'gang' of girls, I dint really stare on them that's why I don't know how they looks like and who they are, just bow down my hat and walk towards.
Lot of lower-grade friends told me that their friends said I was like always act-ing cool inside school, oh well, told you guys do not judge me with my looks, I could be very kind either very arrogant in your guys insight, go on imagine whatever like plot-of-akasi.

End.

I did imagine she will give me some greetings too, but she dint......

离生日还有......一个小时++ =D

2009-06-22T22:30:00.004+08:00

换了首歌， Sean Kingston 的 Fire Burning, 很应景，歌词关于某某生日(硬要掰)
很high的歌，在电脑前蹦蹦跳跳 =x

虽然现在不早了，呵呵，
来瓶啤酒再睡 =x

来一起唱，一起跳！

fire burning fire burning......

Kingston
Let’s Go
Hey, hey, hey
Red One
Hey Hey
Shawty got that super thing
Hotter than the sun of south in spain
Got me soon as I walked through the door
My pocket started tickle-ing
The way she dropped it low that thang
Got me wanna spend my money on her, her

She get it pop it lock it drop it,
That birthday cake,
Got a candle, need to blow that crazy flame away
Now take my red, black card and my jewellery
Shawty is cool like the fire,
Cool like fire

Somebody call 911
Shawty fire burning on the dance floor
Whoa
I gotta cool her down
She won't bring the roof to ground on the dance floor
Whoa
She’s fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor
Shes fire burning fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor
Fire burning fire burning

That body is a masterpiece
The order is one in every hundred years
But ain’t no doubt i’m taking it home
I'm afraid we'll blow them legs
Little mama game is about to change
She’ll be on covers over the world

She get it pop it lock it drop it that birthday cake
Got a candle need to blow that crazy flame away
Take my red, black card and my jewellery
Shawty is cool like the fire
Cool like fire

Somebody call 911
Shawty fire burning on the dance floor
Whoa
I gotta cool her down
She won't bring the roof to ground on the dance floor
Whoa
She’s fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor
Shes fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor

She got that fire in her dance that’ll make them fella’s run around
Hey
No exit from the dance floor so them boys want more
Hey
She got that fire in her dance that’ll make them fella’s run around
??? get outta my way , everybody, sing it now
No exit from the dance floor so them boys want more

She get it pop it lock it drop it that birthday cake
Got a candle need to blow that crazy flame away
Take my red , black card and my jewellery
Shawty is cool like the fire
Cool like fire

Somebody call 911
Shawty fire burning on the dance floor
Whoa
I gotta cool her down
She won't bring the roof to ground on the dance floor
Whoa
She’s fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor
Shes fire burning, fire burning on the dance floor
That little shawty’s fire burning on the dance floor

Somebody call 911

......

high吗？呵呵 =x

祝我生日快日！还有一个小时++
已经有人抢先spam我了咯，有句福建话"KIA SU''！
哈哈哈，意思是怕输～ =x
谢谢咯～

我要等十二点～现在还在蹦跳着，和朋友online庆生，哈哈，
high啊high啊 =x

就这样，朋友们在等我，掰～

我要礼物 =)

庆祝，父亲节 + 生日

2009-06-21T15:51:00.008+08:00

离23 june, 还有两天～呵呵，要十七岁了哦～ =)

话说亲戚们都会在每个weekend回来聚聚，昨天是父亲节嘛，大伙儿老早就回来了 ._. 还以为像平常那样在家弄个烧烤还是火锅吧了，呵呵，因为要庆祝父亲节和生日，结果就到餐馆开两桌了 =x

video 里，是正在出门咯～虽然很多车，可是为了环保，实行共车计划 =)
对了，video中两位小伙子，表弟也～可以说是百位中的两位,大家庭 =x

还有的，我的小小电话拍不完，因为大家庭嘛，呵呵。

大概......出动了两辆休旅车。

其中一桌，也是我坐那桌的菜肴。

很多菜肴还没来得及拍，一上菜，不出几分钟盘就空了 ._.

虽然这家餐馆还不是什么有名大酒家，不过就是因为经济实惠，合乎平民，还真的蛮多人，人山人海啊～拿出相机就被几桌人盯着......所以......用描述的好了 =)

餐馆名叫......‘青山’，真的哦 =3=
第一次来还一边吃一边笑 =x

对了，上面照照中那是shark fin哦，虽然我啃了两碗......可是还是要呼吁，少买卖就少牺牲......都上菜了没可能要我站上桌子抗议吧，我也是不得已的 =x

xXxX

到家后～
就收礼物咯 =x

oh yay! ifone!!!

呵呵......想得美，借我摸下子吧了啦 T.T
哈哈，spm考得好才有哦，
看来是没有我份了 =x

对了，听说rm3xx可以买一架了，在哪在哪？几时几时？谁知道～ T.T

礼物是......

目前有的只有红包一封+tiramisu~

他们说好东西要等的哦，我生日在两天后，要在那天才给我？呵呵，拭目以待。

你们呢？！呵呵，简单祝福就好，我电话随时开着 =)

还有很多很多的合照，要跟家人们要，因为都用他们相机和ifone拍的。
看有空档再上传。

就这样咯～

完

蛋糕很好吃！ =x

明天啦～明天啦～

2009-06-19T23:08:00.004+08:00

awww man~
明天再跟新 =x
不得空，不得空～

who know, there's always a 'tomorrow' =P

吃啥好进补？篇

2009-06-17T19:58:00.005+08:00

感觉好久没回到那里，空气都不一样了，
稀薄了？哈哈，开学第一天，(对我来说是，请翻阅之前两篇)
就遇上体育课，羽球身手还好的我，今天竟然力不从心 ._.
咳咳......输了给个女的（高手哦）......啊母～儿不孝啊～......

连续两个星期窝在家里就只坐在电脑前，
偶尔断线(俗称DC)才起来挥拳教训那modem（讲笑），
身体整个虚了 ._.开始时还好，渐渐觉得臂力使不上来，肺部有点抽痛， ._.
一边打还一边被嫌老了......T.T

运动完，想到食堂买些饮料和纸巾,
才刚到那儿，举脚踏入就已feel到杀气 ;(
那XXX老师来赶人 T.T
说什么明知有运动还不自备水，
你明知你长那样还跑出来吓人？ T.T
热到......没办法咯，就回班咯，不买就不买咯，老板瞪的也是你嘛～

背心+校服都湿了，坐在风扇下整整两节课才稍微干了，
两节课我都在那拭汗......
哦对了，老子国语及格了 =x
及格对我来说是件难差哦，这个科目......无言 ._.
小学还拿过满分的，上中学后......掰掰～ =x
我及格我及格了，呵呵 =)

呃......话说回来，两个星期没见，
兄弟你变帅了哦，呵呵，

害羞的说 =x

沉淀过的友谊，试炼过的情感，
互相利用的那些叫公平交易，可是定义又不稳定，
爱理不理的那些叫得空找人填，没空就拒人千里。

至少我和你不是

今天下午在游戏里重复按着一样的钮，
就在电脑前扑下睡着，待会又会失眠了吧 ._.

管它的～

久违的校服照 =x

完

我是坏学生 =x

2009-06-16T17:33:00.007+08:00

呃......
今天很早起哦，十一时+就起了......
......
冤枉啊～今天不是故意翘课的 =x
闹钟有响吗？在睡梦中隐约听到吧 ._.
起身后就一脸恍惚，怎么办怎么办......

第一线光芒反射进我眼里时已经是学校下课后的时间了，
还能怎样，不去就不去嘛 =x

我是坏学生

部落焕然一新了哦～
多谢木子帮忙，
hmmm......从第一篇起每篇都link到她，爽死咯？ =x
其实是自己想沾光，哈哈，
部落还是闷闷的说......

hmmm......现在没啥事写，待会儿再来跟新。

不要笑，我知道我只有骨头 =x

跟新～
11：23 p.m.

吸取今日教训后，
我老早九点就爬上床，
竟然躺到晚上十一时加，眼睛就是不能闭上......
这两个星期来日夜颠倒，怪不得 ._.
现在啊，就求那笨钟会在5.15响起，要不然我不能上学了，
干嘛那么早？
要冲凉啊，梳头啊，有时我还嫌不够呢，呵呵 =x
想想，我也没那么慢条斯理啊，怎么用了那么多时间呢......
想想......我回床上想，掰掰～

完

假期毕 o_o

2009-06-15T17:00:00.000+08:00

假期完了，今天是开学第一天......
我把它给跷了 o_o 不要问我 ''why'' =)

十一时+被友人的信息吵醒叫我online，
我牙都没刷就启动电脑 msn，

"nothing, just wanna tell you just now my class damn boring."

......我 speechless.

睡不下了，就随便grab了白面包 + 柳橙汁当早餐(忘记刷牙，管它）

后来就随意edit了部落，至少比之前的比较有生气，有气氛～
还放了playlist， Lady Gaga 的 LoveGame，节奏很棒，很有club的feel，
可是歌词内容应该是 18sx 的吧 o_o
所以不打算paste上来，听听就好 =)

等了半天同学中只有一两个online，木子放学途中被拐走了是吧？
怎么没上线？......
二度上了下，哈啦几句又走人去补习了......
闷。

目前只有三两只小猫知道我开了新部落吧，
我也还没到处串门子去spread，
看来要慢慢“经营”了。

明天要上学咯～不知大伙儿会怎样处置我 =x
放了好多“飞机”哦，哈哈，
两个星期假期都宅在家里，推了所有约 =P

P/S：刚开部落第二天就有 follower 了，奇怪叻，
我的粉丝吗？哈哈，不管你是谁，得空常来 =)

这篇好像没重点......管它的 o_o

完

久违了，送照照 =P

2009-06-14T23:12:00.000+08:00

变丑了，还是edit picture技术差了？
都有吧 o_o
今天就这样多 =P

p/s : 背景和很多东东都还没弄，没点子也不会弄 =x 看哪位美女会帮我咯哈哈 =P

第一篇

2009-06-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

久违了......
第一篇，也不知该写些啥......
感觉来了就sign in,
键入密码后才发现原来还是情绪病......

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在平均18/24 小时都开着的情况下，被季候风+雷阵雨给打垮了，
电脑修复后懒得写了，
所以......真的久违了。

Sunday, June, 14, 2009.
1:02 second
等于
现在建入这行的时间。

我，想......
再次在这填入生活里的点点滴滴，
想......只是想，
至少我掀起了头，这篇就是证明。

消失期间都在干啥？
都在......散漫+呆滞。
这就是人生，也许该说......这样才令我有动力延续人生。

Online Games，平凡的青少年，每月勉强能支付网络费用，
都会容易被列为 : Hobby.
我呢？可能以经沦为 Second Life 了。
可以抽离吗？我不确定......

SPM，身为个中五生，
Science Stream, 吃得咸鱼顶得渴，
我，应该，为此而努力？
应该，可是我没做到。

第一篇，
太多太多的情绪需要宣泄，
太多太多的情绪在建入前必须被过滤，
太多太多的字会被删去，

这样就够了吧，彻夜只为沉淀思绪......
真不应该，

thereofakasi.blogspot.com

有我的部落，

我尽量搞好，
部落不是给自己的，要发泄然后走人的部落有很多，
spam 着一些连自己都不清楚的文字算什么，
自己翻阅回你的threads，你会发现你extremely矛盾，
意向要在键入前搞好，盲目写只会让读者模糊。

照片？我还是我吧，
自拍照很多，可是连续两个星期没出门的我，
也没怎样保养，皮肤严重脱水，需要photoshop解救 =P

Credit :

多谢木子的link，在我modem being multi- using的情况下成功download-ed，
but......需要被extract的programe我都不会操作......
连install都不成功，没关系吧，我再慢慢研究 =)

也要谢谢Ling的介绍, p/s : I really did shock-ed when you said that you don't like people ask for it, i thought what the hell I did LOL, anyway, thanks for not flare-up front of me, i might be cry out when you say it =P haha joking =x

Photoshop, 有一天，我能完全操控你。

完。

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2009-06-08T20:27:00.000+08:00

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progressing......

please be patient.

Tramps around the depopulated streets

Last day of school.

tweet

Wait me wont you?

get free present just by clicking in, akasi-you-are-damn-cute.com

I'm home

Got Whose Back?

You know the limit

Lazy lazy lazy.

Hey you.

Friend that came from the wall.

Censored.

Software for Sales.

Tag

Update

Let the wind blow, my heart instead of my hair.

trip~ (2)

trip~

I'm fine.

Q&A

Busy.

Sexy Bitch Lyrics

Don't look at me.

I tried, and I'm tired.

I'll, share my umbrella, so please, stay with me.

He Is A Man -- My Brother

May friendship last longer, until the day we forced to recline in coffin.

Peace, without flu, without sadness.

I'm a fool, you're a fool, we're the gangs.

Tonight I Wanna Cry.

wonder if I can leave, could I live like usual after that?

sooner or later, don't you forget you're the special ones.

simply, a days.

Fever made me mad.

swing off agony.

a unforgetable day.

Busy.

I wanna cheat somethings else from you.

Busy.

Peformance, All rights reserved.

Be patient to wait my update, please =)

chance, change.

Leaved.

New days.

alright, you found it, and I want it.

Dissapointed.

For someone.

Sick, but I attended to school.

Sick.

hmmm, a bored Sunday.

Greetings for Xavier Bro.

Saturdays~

skip this o_o or maybe spare a few minute here :P

Bro, cheer up please.

Khidmat Negara?

I'm not longer a coward, hey you, I Love You.

Bored.

You.

My English = lousy

I found another piece of you......

Michael Jackson

The third day after my Birthday.

horhor~ what a days.

The days after my birthday.

离生日还有......一个小时++ =D

庆祝，父亲节 + 生日

明天啦～明天啦～

吃啥好进补？篇

我是坏学生 =x

假期毕 o_o

久违了，送照照 =P

第一篇

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